Anxiety

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Numbers

125
95
113.4
116.8
90
120.2
100
800
123
1200
10
114.8
500
All of these numbers haunt me.
Each thrive my disorder,
Each are a disappointment.

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How do you stop a relapse when you were never fully recovered?
How do you see the number go down again and not feel accomplished?
How do you run the most you have in months and then not run at all the next day?
How can you eat more than twice a day without punishing yourself?
How do you stay motivated?
How do you get rid of the “sick” pictures that haunt you?
How can someone mention going back to treatment and you get worried but not enough to change?
How do you stop yourself from falling right back to where you started?
How do you recover?

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"The hardest part about recovering is that you have to keep on choosing it, even on the bad days"

(via eatingdisorderconfession)

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witchprinxess:

Shoutout to people who grew up with emotionally unsupportive parents and have to hear other people talk about how supportive their families are while you’re basically guiding yourself through life. You’re strong and brave.

(via youredelusionall)

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